Inner Child Journeying

[♀♥Lady Urania♥♀]

Yesterday seemed like the best and perhaps worst day, all in one to begin any of the journeying. Yet, full moon. "grandma came to visit," IOW it was moon cycle time. Moon in Aries - puts that full moon into my own fifth house, which one of the signifiers is (yep), the house of children, or childhood. So figured it'd be the perfect day to begin, still though, I had plenty of reluctance with the 'surfacing,' of the inner child.

I realize that while I certainly acknowledge the importance of it, 'why my own reluctance?' Ive done plenty of journeying and work with the archetypes et al, this one, was bizarre. All day I had this heavy-headed feeling. My eyes would feel welled-up but couldnt really cry (Ill attribute much of it per the 'cycle' but still). So it wasnt a good day for me, feeling out of sorts. All I wanted to do when at work was 'go home.' And eventually when settled with kids, said "got to be alone for awhile," went up, laid down, grabbed journal next to me, so I could do what I do at times, if I do want to access inner 'messages' which is, try to write for as long as I can, eventually though, ill 'drop' in the world, and im gone...

Anyway Ill use this thread to post some of the journey (im at work, journal is home). But Ive found really - while Ive done this before, for some reason this time, feels different - more difficult for some reason. Yet - hopefully it will surface something important enough - Ill figure it out.

[Lori Anne]