my twenty cents
welll.......it does seem apparent that carlos and his 'ahem' disciples had some serious delusions of grandeur goin'on by the end and also seeing that the
gravy train that are the books of carlos still are very much in print, some serious examination of where carlos received his infinite wisdom from is in order.
juan has informed (formed in) and still informs my life but i do not like the growing feeling that carlos was collating a wide range of disparate material while also channelling something bigger than his ego....that was big.(and here we are still talking about him....)
personally i am semi-insulted (but not taking it personally...) to find by myself the amount of similiar ideas and concepts in sooo many areas that seem to have been 'cobbled together' to make up the mythos...but to use the language of the mythos....when dealing with potential and in training apprentices, the nagual does not tell them explicitly what he is up to in order to draw them into infinity...being a master stalker, the nagual can create the illusion of whatever is needed to challenge the potential applicant's ideas of what is and what is not.
juan is a world teacher who provided challenge after challenge....carlos carries that tradition on...
(but also remember that julian didnt make it....juan did....if carlos didnt....it is our turn....)
and so...we are challenged to find a truth for ourselves.
agaaaaiiiiinnnnnn...............
