Now what happens next is what usually happens with me, is that I cant stop my awareness from expanding, and I get flooded with knowledge and imagery. Past movies, events, conversations. Then it turns dark, scary movies, bad embarrassing events, strange conversations. And along with good information comes all the dark side, and I cant fully control my photographic memory. I get pulled into past events which really damaged me emotionally or physically, and I relive them constantly.
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a teacher once left a note for me on tape:
"... once experienced, always part of our lives..."
will "conjure" up some medicine, in "future" dreams.
you might need more time (and patience) to see the good in these experiences.
aren't you as yet part of a sacred circle aware of the healing work now being intensified?
beautiful music!